Saturday, November 27, 2010 @8:07 PM
please continue to leave me alone
ask yourself how would u feel, if u needed some help and i told u: "i'm sorry i'm gonna continue drinking with my friends". even after telling u my concerns over catching a cab, u say: "so u're gonna take a cab home right? u can take a cab urself right?" right. ask yourself how would u feel if u said: "u'd rather meet people u don't know to drink instead of meet me?" & i said yes.
then afterwards u explain that it was all cos of kelvin's girl.
well excuse me for getting alittle upset, while you have no idea what went wrong. thats right, continue playing ur ps3. who needs u anyway?
well, just please remember to don't get upset when it happens to u ya. oh wait, u might think it'll never happen to u anyway. u don't get upset over such petty things. i'm just hormonal right now cos my period is coming in a week's time. yea, best to leave me alone & stay away.
please do that and don't irritate me over the next few weeks. thanks. i really like the peace & quiet without u.
@11:58 AM
need a break or maybe just some shopping
they say, whatever you believe you are capable of, is what you are capable of. When you haven't done something before you will easily find all the reasons why you can't do it.
it's true.
i feel like crap now and i have dozens of ideas of how to make everything worse.
Thursday, November 18, 2010 @10:28 PM
been awhile
have been staring at the screen for quite awhile now, wondering what to type after going mia (again) for almost a month (as if it has never been longer before).
but i thought it'd be interesting to remember this conversation i had with vincent (my current boss) a few hours back.
"set expectations right with your boy. what i say to you, i will say to him too. because if you don't then when things change, you'll be disappointed"
well it isn't exactly word for word, but thats the gist of it that i remembered. so here goes...
my expectationsi'm a romantic. i don't digg romance movies or novels all the time, but i like it when it happens to me, cos it's a declaration of how much you care to show it to me. it doesn't have to happen all the time, but i do appreciate some surprises and sweet gestures... so i guess all the more i do expect some effort... in the proposal. i can't help but agree, because the more 'qin cai' you start to get, the more you'll get taken for granted. so i hope it won't happen...
i'm not your mom. i like my place clean and neat but i know it's not easy to maintain so it takes effort from both sides. i'm not a full time housekeeper or maid. unfortunately i also can't cook as well as your mom. i can cook, but its rather limited. u've been warned...
i don't expect to be a tai tai. of course, i dream about it (every financially poor girl does!) but even if it might not be possible... at least i hope u're making an effort to bring in as much dough as you can. it really works both ways. cos when u have the dough to pamper me, i'll pamper u back. making me feel guilty about the purchases would just bring all happiness level down to zero. now u know.
health matters. if u're sick, then who's gonna take care of me when i'm sick? wait, we're in our 20s... how can we both be sick?! so please, eat moderately, excercise and keep fit... because by the time you realise it's too late, it probably is.
hmm.. at the moment thats all i can think of. i'm sure there should be more, but i'll leave that to another time. sleep calls.