Friday, February 27, 2009 @11:13 PM
love u
my new bed is finally here! its huge and its awesome~ :D
i feel like i've lost my ability to pen down my thoughts properly and more often then not, i'd probably forget the thought i wanted to pen down from the beginning.
alil late to post this up, but i'm starting work on this coming monday @ psb academy!
david made this funny joke yesterday when he asked abt my new job. he was saying how i should work hard now so that when he graduate next sem, i can hire him. haha! too bad i'm not in the tourism industry. its still hospitality but err... haha, somehow not up there la.
well, its a simple, decent job and i think the working environment ain't too bad.
*still keeping my fingers crossed*
sigh, rat race, here i come...
with work, hopefully i'll be able to afford and get my braces done.
pray that bii will get the job he wants... and join me in the rat race too, lol.
i feel thankful to have him. he doesn't know but sometimes i really feel that he's an answered prayer. tho our future ahead looks bleak with our mountain of debts.. haha, for all the times you've hanged around.. comforted me.. talked to me.. understood me.. took care of me.. be concerned for me.. loved me..
thank u :)
may some things never change, and this be one of them.
and i quote from somewhere...
sometimes repeating the same words can be quite beautiful,
especially when those are the words you want to listen to
Tuesday, February 24, 2009 @12:29 AM
sweet dreams
i'm feeling really gay now. my days of sleeping on the floor will soon be over! hurray~ :D
and i thought today would've been a bad day. it started with horrible cramps that panadol couldn't ease. having my library books overdue for DAYS. the heavy truth that my mom might not sponsor my braces or give me any pocket money at all... and then i had to be in the uncomfortable position of going out with my parents cos my mom had cravings for egg tarts at IMM... where she also threw this shockingly scary tantrum.
which somehow made my dad even nicer to me (i don't know how to describe this) and then perhaps my mom felt that she had mistreated me also... well, okay and the sales guy was pretty good at getting to my mom too.
and i got a new bed!
even my sis was amazed. too bad i still owe her n jerry $65 from losing at mj ._.
sigh, is spending $4000 on braces really worth it?
Tuesday, February 17, 2009 @3:21 PM
internal struggles
am going to attempt to ignore my mom and just go out.. after getting some sort of encouragement from bi.. haha
here's a link if anyone's interested to buy some collectables from my friend's friend. haha.. posting is free~ i'll link it at the side laters.. http://grumpybread.blogspot.com/
oh and just a quick update.. the interview with the CEO was... something i'm not sure how i'd make out myself. but its ok! just went for another interview yesterday with psb and if i do get the job, it seems like my future bosses are really nice people! am due to go for the next interview with the HR dept this thurs. my only problem is its located beside NUH. how to go to the freakin hospital sia ._.
best of all, bi's got an interview at some hospital. i hope he gets the job. really, i really do. its located at outram somemore, who knows, if i work at tiong bahru we might even be able to meet for lunch. but why? WHY hospital ._.
okok, gtg, *prays that we all get jobs* amen.
Wednesday, February 11, 2009 @2:17 PM
3 days till V day...
got an interview with the CEO of recruit express tmr! woa... alittle taken aback by the structure of the company. and i hope he won't make me wait for an hour ._.
i'm still quite hesitant. even though i haven't exactly gotten the job, i feel its possible for me to get it. so i guess i'm just asking myself in advance if i really want it. it's also making me feel bad. gary's been calling me every now and then, checking up on me, giving me tips and seeing that i'm alright. at the back of my mind, now that i know how the commission thing works, i know if i get the job, he'll get quite a big jump towards his sales target. nonetheless he has been pretty genuine too, so i really gotta give him some credit for doing a good job.
have i really got the drive to do sales? sigh, i didn't lie in the character and personality tests. i can be someone unlike my usual self, its just tiring... thats all. yes yes, i'm a lazy bummer by nature. i love sports but at the same time, i love slacking and doing nothing. i'm not good-for-nothing, i'm just good-at-nothing in particular. i try my best but they never really stand out or excel. i actually think i'm pessimistic and depressed by nature but i've always tried to be otherwise...
somehow i feel troubled.. can't really put a finger to it. they're somehow too many issues that i can't make out.
and then valentine is coming.. my mind is still a blank! die...
Sunday, February 08, 2009 @1:14 AM
daddy daddy
happy birthday daddy! & jerry too~ not like they will see this blog but oh wells...
and i... i... got a new phone~!! XD
so happy, i thought it was crazy they'd agree to get me the HTC, who would've thought that i'd end up with a LG! its pretty cool... i'm actually contented without the iphone already haha.
yep, daddy's birthday and i ended up with the present =x
i was this close to getting a bedframe too... too bad it was getting late after i got my phone. but its alright, someday i won't have to sleep on the floor.
someday will come... i just hope it'll be soon.
for now, hurray for my new phone!
Friday, February 06, 2009 @3:52 PM
chinatown
finally went to chinatown with my mom after having her ask me to accompany her there for the past couple of weeks. have i been that busy? ._.
and then i realise why. i was to be her maria to carry all the groceries!! seems like thats what kids are for huh?
well, at least in return she paid for my new soap, shampoo & moisturizer. yayness~ :D
reading the papers till i'm falling asleep now.. stoning at home while jason is out watching a movie with his buddies.. what to do, killing time before going to my sis's place later... hope i can win some $$ at mj with her.. *crosses fingers*
mm...
...
i miss him ._.
sometimes i think back and i still find it quite amazing. this is one of the impossible issues i never saw coming... and then the interesting thing is probably how it feels right even though we haven't been together for long. i really hope this comforting feeling remains and don't change with time. its nice to love someone and be loved at the same time. :)
Wednesday, February 04, 2009 @1:41 PM
the irony
u know how life is just sometimes so full of surprizes...
when u think its impossible, sometimes it's possible. and then when u think u stand a chance, in actual fact, u don't.
the mysteries of life eh... u just don't know what will happen next.
i'm due for my 3rd interview in less than an hour. would i get kicked out now? i wonder... on a side note, i don't like my new soap ._.
its blue and makes me smell like detergent. my dad's taste can be really aweful sometimes... when i start work and if that bottle of blue
detergent soap isn't finished, i'll buy a new bottle for myself! ugh..
ok time to run!