Monday, December 28, 2009 @10:13 PM
shut up and leave me alone
its always about you isn't it?
just because u're pretty and loveable when you want to, everyone remembers you and dots on you. then when u want something u just have to exclaim to the whole world and wait for all the sympathies and comfort to come rolling in to you.
whatever ok? kiss my a**
don't come acting cute to me. if you need to say something, just say it and full stop. end of story.
i don't hate my job but i sure as hell don't like the people i have to work with.
the longer i stay here the longer i feel like i'm becoming more and more fake. i hate complaining more because it will just seem like i'm backstabbing people.
arghhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!! i hate it that i'm so easily affected!!!!
and on a seperate note, my mom took away my camera when i wasn't home.
fuck!i have tried to cover what shouldn't be seen already. sigh.
Monday, December 21, 2009 @5:42 PM
lerthargic
season's greetings came early for me this year.
i've got like, the seasonal flu, cough, sore throat and not to forget, fever.
i pray that i'll get well to eat anything and everything soon.. especially before christmas. its just so uncool to be sick in this festive season. :(
Wednesday, December 16, 2009 @9:30 PM
u know when...
u know u're feeling some pressure about marriage when..
1) ur friends are all balloting for hdbs and ask 'so which area do u prefer?'
2) more friends are getting married and everyone ask 'so when's ur turn?'
3) ur colleagues joke over each other's relationships and say 'please let us know the date in advance'
4) ur relative say 'don't make me wait so long!' in exasperation
5) ur pregnant colleagues debate about labour, surgery, babies, and schools in front of u, giving u all sorts of advice while they're at it
6) ur sister gives u advice on how to rate diamond rings
7) the insurance guy by the street asks 'are u planning to get married in the next 2 years?'
8) the financial consultant asks 'have u made plans for yourself and your kids?'
9) the bridal shops hardsells their packages, asking for commitment while flattering how compatible u both look, and then u have difficulty differentiating if they are truthful experiences or just lies
10) thinking about all the above... and wondering if i should be worried
maybe i'm just feeling post traumatic from my $18 haircut. my head still feels heavy and i'm somehow craving for an alcoholic drink.
Wednesday, December 02, 2009 @8:30 PM
standard chartered marathon
eeeps.. 4 days more and i'll have to run around the city with some 60,000 people ._. and i'm feeling nervous just because i signed myself up to run 10km... its rather pathetic compared to the crazy others running the full 42.5km. but! i've never ran so long before!
i think i even cheated in the last big walk i ever participated. which was like, 10km too, years ago when i was much younger.
oh and wow. it's already december! x_x