Friday, May 19, 2006 @5:36 PM
shopping~
nothing beats the satisfaction of retail therapy. i only wished i had more money.
anyways, its confirmed! i'm gonna go on full time. well, there's a probation period of 3 months.. but i don't think it really matters. will rave about it more another time.
today.. i spent time changing this new skin~
love it. =)
*ponders over what heels to buy*
Tuesday, May 09, 2006 @5:52 PM
rainy days
looks like the rainy season is back. its funny how i used to love the rain, imagine myself getting drenched and wet.. but now its just cold and a chore, coz it makes it harder for me to go home from the island. not to mention the cancellation of my jogging plans.
life's been rather monotone. either i'm like that to begin with, or perhaps i'm catching an infection from ronnie's attitude. its wierd you know? seeing him as an individual, someone different, yet sharing this similiar 'thing' like his sister. i don't know how to explain.
anyways, i've gotten all my rejection letters from the unis'. expected but sad to see it anyhow. i'm getting the sudden flash of my life in the next ten years. *shudders* am now in the process of forgetting it all.
life's only enjoyment in the office is having the company of azlin, jennifer & sales team, ronnie & his bud chin yong. i can't imagine the time when azlin would have to go. then ronnie & ah chin. and if i get a position into CSU, then i'd have to part from the sales team. i'm deeply troubled and saddened. cos i really can't imagine how life will be like. but i can't keep doing part-time forever right? i can barely support myself & alex with what i've earned. giving my mom $400 every month is way too much. but do i have a choice? sigh.
guess i'll plan more about things when i hear the result sometime this week or the next..
need to lose weight too. but.. when can those ads on tv's and mags ever be trusted? if only i was 21... then i can drop by some slimming salon for a trail or something. i'm always getting envious over skinny peeps. this has to stop! bahz.