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Saturday, March 29, 2008 @9:30 PM
licensed

omg... suddenly 2 of the animes i follow kena licensed.. naruto shipuuden and bleach.. guess it'll just be a matter of time till d.gray-man get to that stage too..

finished watching prince of tennis, hunter x hunter, jigoku shoujo futakomori, saiunkoku monogatari and bokura ga ita.. love all of em..

currently following elemental gerade, shinigami no ballad and a few others.. finishing one litre oftears soon and i can't wait to get season 1 of heros from charles.

actually, i've still got season 1 of house with me too.. but haven't really had time to sit down and watch everything with ash lately..

with all the assignment coming due.. research and report undone.. actually i really doubt i've got much time to be watching so much anime and drama... haa..

watching so many heart wrenching shows also makes me feel rather sad.. i don't know why my heart feels the way it does.

it was really heart-warming to have dinner and dessert with the girls at manors, despite the cold weather. cept for jun, all of em are in a long distance relationship.

the feeling becomes more distinct.. how i realise i'm not yearning for him as much as they are. my eyes don't sparkle at the mention of his name. how i can brush it off when he says he'll be here, but doesn't show up.

should i give this up and wait for someone else that can make my heart race and flutter? i'm confused...



Friday, March 28, 2008 @1:31 PM
regrets

it all started from a rough game of netball. a scraped arm, some anger and angst.

i'm glad that passed.


and then there was easter, and the trip to shorncliffe with samantha and yijun. i wish i took pics with them.. gotta wait till sam gets her internet back..

the weather was so hot and sunny that day. then sadly we got alil lost due to my lacking sense of direction, plus we ran into trouble with parking the car.

or should i say the 1st place we 'parked' was just total horror cos the car got stuck on a ledge. thank GOD we didn't have to call for a tow truck or something. all it needed was a tactful way of turning the wheels. (me and yijun actually tried pushing the car but we failed. totally)


had bbq with ash and her friends last sunday night and there was easter lunch with my relatives. i never knew that aside from my aunt, uncle, 2 cousins and 1 nephew. there's 2 more cousins and like 6 more niece and nephews.. so cool rite.. but i forgot to take pics again! argh...

and then i was off to mt. tamborine for uq and gu combine ocf camp!


i think it was really rather fruitful... like i really needed this camp. i got to get more in touch with God and it was an additional bonus to get to know everyone better who were from uq ocf. it also reminded me how much bible study and quiet time i should be doing. then time just passed really quickly...


the air was clean and fresh (generally its like that almost everywhere in aussie.. so long as it's away from the city... mabe cos theres just much lesser pollution from people)

my favourite spot. i love swings. and yes, i'm still a child within so its meant for me. :D

the uq ocf girls~ (from left to right: debbie, dawn, jasmine, victoria, melissa & me)

heh, funny pic of the gals trying to grab a piece of jorno. haha~

group shot of the camp committee, all from uq! the 3 additional guys are brian (top), charles and jorno (bottom left to right) like almost everyone is involved in organizing the camp hor.. i'm such a slacker.. ha...



pic of me and charles above. eyebags vs eyering..? hur hur.. we all barely had enough sleep.

then theres jessica, cheryl (camp coordinator) and me.




me and mel (ma faithful netball coordinator) don't see her size small small.. she's really good at netball.

and if u haven't already notice, i'm in the same shirt cos i'm taking pics all on the last day when we're leaving the campsite... xD

we had a surprise shopping spree~ there really wasn't that much to shop.. i just bought some fudge and sweets. its so sad mid sem break is over.. stress...!!!!

i feel like i need to go jogging and get a haircut.. mm.. dye my hair? get a tattoo.. haa.... okok, time to get studying..



Monday, March 17, 2008 @8:46 PM
funny stuff

If i knit fast enough
does it count as aerobics?

somehow i laughed so hard.. i choked. literally! ._.

feeling under the weather lately... and having stress mounting from school is no joke...
am thankful i had a lil shopping spree in the city.
thankful netball prac went quite alright.
thankful my work permit got approved today.
thanful my law textbook got sold at 84 bucks! (though i gotta give th union $20 commision..)

sigh. i pray for group harmony.
family harmony.
relationship harmony.
friends.

sorry i haven't ben keeping in touch much.. time to look for a part time job for some extra $$!
x_x



Sunday, March 09, 2008 @9:04 PM
facebook

pengz... i haven't logged in for a couple months and i've got closeto 900 request. O.O its crazy la... super lags my laptop!!! and then for some strange reason a dial-up connection pop-up will come out from time to time (and especially when i log in to facebook) why strange? cos i'm already connected to the internet through a wire!! dumb laptop...

ima gonna accept some requests here and there... and by the end of today, i'll definitely click the button to ignore the remaining!! hate lag! arghh...

so anyways, i was playing scramble (really interesting.. shows how lousy my vocabulary is) and trying out some other applications.. and i came across this one that is "what does my birthday mean?", and here's what it said:

"You are a capable person but you usually underestimate your own ability. This is the cause of missing numbers of opportunity to step forward. If you try to give yourself a chance, you can be successful in life. Try to see things on the bright side and you will be happier than ever. Your Love, You are quite unlucky in love. The one in your arm is not the one in your heart. Your love has so many ups and downs. You often chicken out before seeing any progress in love."

i kinda agree but.. haha.. cool stuff. i'm keeping myself happy by looking on the bright side alright =3 *sigh* monday tomorrow...



@1:50 PM
actually...

i wanted to post something like a couple days back but i put it off and i completely forgot what was it that i wanted to post about. so me right -_-"

school's been cool, cept for the many essays, journal searching, presentations, festivals-to-go, reports and exams to worry about, its way cool. and i'm going for the netball competition this coming tuesday! originally thought i would be in the female's team but mel asked if i could be in the mixed cos i had good chemistry with jorno.. it was quite a compliment cos he's a really good player - the kind that outshines everyone. another reason why i didn't want to be in the mixed team.. and i was just like, telling adeline while we walked home together the night before that being in a mixed team also means fighting with other teams with guys and not that i feel inferior to guys, but i know i just can's match up to them. so i didn't want to be in that situation where i know i'm being a disadvantage to the team...

then again the whole team is made up of people who are like me, haven't played netball in eons.. but thru some training, everyone's improved quite abit (heh, even my shooting's better) and the thankful thing is that we do have a couple of pros like mel, jun and karen who are real netball players, jorno and crystal who were basketball players, clement who was a thai boxer... so cool hor? might have been more hidden talents around but i havent got to know only..

so yea, the full gals team are called mix pods - cos we're made of so many different people from different walks of life.. and my team name is called black i pods... actually not because we are a fan of i pods or we love black eye peas ya, but cos we're all asians and got black eyes.. (tho sometimes i do believe i got dark brown eyes..) isn't it creative? =3

and i'm basically just GS for goal shooter, with jorno being GA as goal attack or he can be GS too and cheryl be GA.. it'll be just the 3 of us switching around~ not that i don't care about the rest of the court but yea, i just can't play full court and maintain the hyperness. one third of the court is more than enough for me.. my stamina quite bad ._.

so excited!!! haha... but its scary.. this tues competition.. at 9pm.. blardy hell, it'll be so cold la... somemore is outdoor court... T_T

ah yes, change topic.. i also applied for my work permit.. so a few days and they haven't approved yet! i know of some friends who got it approved in a day! wth!?

browsed through a few jobs and seriously considering some but i wonder if i can really commit to the ones that will be beneficial to my future career. it'll definitely be time consuming and i'm just alittle worried about stepping out of my comfort zone... man, sunday sure pass by fast...



Wednesday, March 05, 2008 @1:56 PM
a reminder to myself...

1) guard your heart from the devil.
2) do not lie or give in to the temptations around you.

its something i wrote down in my notebook sometime back and since i'm gonna throw the notebook away, i thought i'd jot it down here.

have your life been saved by the Lord? if you have, then why do you continue to live as a sinner. have the Lord's effort been a waste? do your best and keep away from sin, and the Lord will be with you.

packed my table and arranged my stuff... gotta study more and do well. heh.. self motivation only lasts for so long... am gonna do some revision for my past japanese work too. strangely some of my notes are here and i have completely forgotten what i've written. lol~ revise revise...

and here's some interesting facts for motivation to sleep early:
1) tired people eat more (u grow fatter.. duh!)
2) the more hours u're awake, the more u eat (double duh!)
3) u can cut 6% of your daily calorie intake (120 calories from 2000 calorie diet) by sleeping 8hours a night instead of 7hours. (wooo...)
4) recent studies show that different stage of sleep may improve various aspect of memory (i need this, badly)
5) those who sleep 5hours a night were 2 and a half times more likely to have diabetes (omg!?)
6) less sleep can trigger high blood pressure

so yeah, sleep sleep sleep~



Monday, March 03, 2008 @11:33 PM
cold summer

its weird (i had to correct my own typo of wierd, again) i tell u, summer is getting colder and colder.... o.O?

i'm not complaining.. i rather it cold than hot.. though it kinda puts all my thin clothes to waste.. brought all the way from singapore lehs... haha. but seriously, its getting to feel like winter's coming. even playing netball outdoors doesn't make me perspire.. rather, it made my jaws cold till it hurts.

speaking of netball, i'm joining a netball competition! sounds so cool eh... i even had to pay to enter the competition so i guess that'll somewhat motivate me to keep fit... don't waste money hor... i'm already aching from 1st training last sunday.. though the team is made up of noobs like me who prolly never played netball or the only times we did, were years ago durig physical education in seconday school.. i still hope we'll win~ then again, i also have no clue what the prizes are... comeon, if u gotta pay abt $600 per team.. and then where theres so many teams that signed up for the competition... i'm sure the prize is GOOD eh~? at least, i hope there's good consolation prizes too. =x

skipped a whole day of school today... was suppose to meet my cousin in school and in the end made him come all the way to my house to deliver my textbooks~ haha.. he got car ma.. then gonna meet him tomorrow again to go online and settle my work permit.. i really SHOULD get my ass movin and start working to earn some extra cash so i don't have to get more living expenses from my parents. if it goes well, i might even be able to travel more by the time i graduate. the only sucky thing is i gotta balance work with studies and game play. =(

ok lar.. been dreading all this from happening and thus, have been slacking like mad, not willing to do anything at all... but tonight i've just settled all my bills, washed all my dusty clothes, repacked my clothes nicely in my "little" walk-in wardrobe, tidied up my study table, gotten all my textbooks and... well yeah, more or less ready to start studying now. *sigh*

shall start looking for jobs tmr, print notes and start studying... but now its time for bed~~

*sigh*



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kyasarin
a simple girl with a complex mind. someone that worries too much about all things valid and invalid. foodie, japie, cutie & alcoholic. nuff said.
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