i think i've been really clumsy lately. after complaining about getting shoved, knocked, wacked, jabbed, smashed, stepped and leaned on... i've concluded that it must somehow also be partially my fault for being unable to avoid all those nasty people's abuse.
i need to learn som qing gong from a master... like ip man! then can dodge all the freaking incoming attacks and wack the other people on the train far far.
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as if that will really happen.
dentist appointment tomorrow and i've got this ultra huge ulcer in my mouth. sure kena jabbed tomorrow. actually, even if she dun jab it, i prolly will bite it myself. it's so painful, it can make your head dizzy for like 10 secs. but bo bian.. my muscles got no brain... anyhow anyhow, then become "Oooooooww".
wish me luck.
i blew a hole in my pocket... now i don't know if i should be happy i didn't recieve my bonus before i went to phuket or if should i be worried that i wouldn't have been able to save much by the end of this year anyways.
maybe its the stress from work... or purely just the sheer joy of shopping because i have been deprived for too long. i'm running out of excuses... it was a damage of over $400 spent in just 2 days!
please let me recover from shock too...
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but i really love the new clothes i have too! will post a pic of my laminated iphone too... someday. :P
here's the paranoma picture taken at patong beach that couldn't be uploaded in facebook. think it might be the size or poportion issue.
its a real touristy place - patong beach. u probably won't find much peace and quiet, but i felt it was still quite a nice holiday. i guess the hotel really contributed alot to that factor... mm... i miss the marriott breakfast already...
and i can't believe tomorrow's monday...! finally, the day we've worked so hard for, the day we've looked forward to, yet wish it didn't come at all... is finally here! i think i'm experincing a state of 'calm before the storm' kind of feeling... i have absolutely no idea how the audit will be like tomorrow. n that worries me. what booboo might they find? what kind of people are they like? what if things don't go on schedule? who is gonna bring them for lunch? what if the caterer forgets to come or come late? what if i oversleep tomorrow!!?
i better sleep now.
last but not least, i think this is the nicest picture of me throughout the whole phuket trip. despite my outbreak of cold sore, the sun is so bright, u can't really see it! :D
may there be more holidays to come... admist our financial crisis! :)
i've decided to blog again! really, i think this is healthy because i think stopping has made me more pessimistic. i don't know how but thats my hypothesis to my recent erratic behaviour. either that, or i must be entering some sort of mid 20s crisis.
so anyway, work is crazy. but alittle better from when i first started, so thank God (: well... i've not been to church in awhile now.. i think i need to start praying more often too. i don't know how or when, but i still do hope, someday he'll feel it too. atm, i need to regrow all the patience i've lost on my mom.
and back on about dreaming, yes its crazy but someday it'll be cool to have a car. its a damn luxury... and i don't really like driving cos i'd have to stay focused or things would get bumpy, and i detest getting lost cos it gets me frustrated...! so getting a car ain't exactly a top priority la... but it's still cool ._. i know, i'm ironic.. someday i pray that i'll be able to waltz into a honda showroom, look-touch-see-play and then say, "nice, i think i'll buy this!"
lolz.
and i love this ring featured in the soo kee website! its the tinted shade of gold that i like best and the design is so sweet!! baby if u ever strike toto i'll want this ring when u propose! then again if it cost like $100k forget it... as in, i still want this design but i don't mind if it's not a real diamond! maybe swap it with swarovski crystals? hahaha.. i'm joking. :P
time for bed *sigh* more work awaits.
can i also just mention how kns my IT guy is? beg him also wun install msn for me, then still push me around! i'm never speaking to that evil guy ever! its partially his fault i'm in the state i'm in now! arrrgh!! i'm just so close from uttering curses. so close.
night world.