Tuesday, June 29, 2004 @8:50 PM
its been so long
ah yes... haven't been able to put anything online lately... there's like cobwebs everywhere on blogger now =p
its like so much have happened in an instant and i didn't have the time to think things through and write em all out. so many times i have wanted to sit down and type non-stop, so many times i didn't and just went on to do other stuff. oh well, at least now i'm back here again. as they always say, better late then never. i kinda miss blogging too.
anyway, to summarise what i've been doing lately, it only goes down to a few simple stuff, like playing ragnarok online like mad (i'm quite an addict), hanging out with delong, going for chuch camp at desaru (somewhere in malaysia), reading more comics, helping out for sporting culture, getting a haircut, joining our school swim team, learning to make sweet manhattan at the bar during my 1st class in saffron (which looked good but tasted ... haha, u go figure), having a mini birthday party with some school friends, getting many birthday wishes from friends on the real day (thank you everyone ^^), and now, getting used to school life. there! all sumed up.. it's been a fast holiday... too fast!! sigh, i'm missing it already.
okay, i think it's back to work for now...
Friday, June 11, 2004 @12:59 PM
sports club..
had to wake up today in like the wee hours.. ok, maybe not that bad, but considering that i'm getting used to sleeping at 7 in the morning, 9am is the wee hours for me. haha, all these for a crappy meeting in school where few turned up. i was told that we'd be having a meeting.. some sort of interview-like chat for SCMC which stands for the main com for sports club. gosh, only 3 candidates turned up when there was over ten on the list. and i was briefed alittle.. so now i know that starting from now, we'll be getting a project. so soon huh?
sporting culture on week zero will be going to be a run for hell. i have pretty much no idea on how to go about doing this kind of organising and me, together with the list of candidates, all made up of different people (not all from sub-com) are supposed to work together to run it. talk about being crazy..
then we had another conference meeting with the other sports group, basically to inform them about arrangements and publicity, money, etc, etc.. and jamie had to say if u've got any other problems, please find him, jiawei, i forgot his name, and catherine. our pretty little girl, but too bad she's taken. i was like ... so embrassed. flattered,, but still, embarassed. pai seh. yeah, it just felt wierd.
ahh.. many stuff on my mind now.. but can't put em up yet. gotta fly to macs!
@12:49 PM
wow..
haha, made a search thru googlism.com from jasmine's site~ though i don't know where these come from, but they're pretty cool and neat... as entertainment. ^.^
catherine is the
catherine is dancing
catherine is our eigth child
catherine is ex
catherine is not evil
catherine is victim of russian stamp hoax
catherine is single and waiting for the right man to come
catherine is here somewhere
catherine is the cause
catherine is dancing mp3 file don't have mp3 player? go to mp3
catherine is our eighth child
catherine is delightful
catherine is out of the office
catherine is a parent of cathy
catherine is the highest summit in sinai
catherine is and will continue to be healthy
catherine is the real deal
catherine is dragged to prison
catherine is brought before the emperor again
catherine is not a descendant of mireille
catherine is especially reluctant; at the beginning she does not want to have anything to do with the chess set; mireille is a little reluctant
catherine is sent on behalf of her convent to the abbey of st
catherine is culdee's helper on the mountain railway
catherine is subtitled "a love story
catherine is invited to the tilney's home
catherine is able to access more
catherine is the owner of social insights
catherine is incompetent as a manager
catherine is not the person for the promotion at this time
catherine is equally determined to break off the engagement
catherine is my third instructor in three years
catherine is one of the important guitarists of today jazz
catherine is a specialist in the application of permanent cosmetics
catherine is present in today's st nicolas church in both the stained glass and in the prayers which are said daily
catherine is assigned to her case
catherine is a member of the ellison high school choir
catherine is her first novel
catherine is surprised by what she does
catherine is a widow who has come to london at her aunts? request
catherine is especially drawn to the traditional music of ireland
catherine is an animal communicator and healer
catherine is no longer with icm
catherine is a member of the historical geography research group
catherine is a student in england
catherine is held
catherine is being held prisoner and
catherine is approached by hanes' son
catherine is an attractive 25
catherine is
catherine is not just a pretty hollywood face
catherine is a native of cork city whose upbringing was steeped in irish traditional music and dance
catherine is now able to use a computer and access the internet
catherine is also dedicated to her studies and is enrolled at the university of toronto in commerce
catherine is off tvt records
catherine is rather adorable
catherine is a woman trying to create herself
catherine is the most beautiful girl in the world
catherine is worshipped as the patron saint of maidens
catherine is no exception
catherine is a second generation japanese american
catherine is suddenly meeting with max's grandmother
catherine is dreaming of her childhood
catherine is furious because they ask her to do this because of her personal relationship with elliot
catherine is the star of the huge blockbusters "the mask of zorro"
catherine is 13 years old and living at the house of her mother
catherine is the trail which goes to the right
catherine is growing up and
catherine is impressed
catherine is a certified professional co
catherine is at the heart of the college's mission to educate women to lead and influence
catherine is a recipient of a 2002 vision grant
catherine is single and waiting for the right man to come into her life
catherine is able to draw on many areas of expertise
catherine is shot in the wrist which you again see in detail
catherine is considered to continue in this parish with the saint of the church and the
catherine is supposed to have been taken there in the 8th or 9th century; since then it has borne her name
catherine is a woman of mystery even today
catherine is in love with john
catherine is one of 3 broadband planners at bc hydro
catherine is only interested in marrying the restaurateur so that she can inherit his personal fortune ? and she will
catherine is a talented and sassy presenter
catherine is young
catherine is primarily responsible for maintaining the client support services
catherine is still held in great veneration by the orthodox greeks
catherine is an artist who views jazz as the collaborative art form that it is
catherine is youngish
catherine is worried that heathcliff may have heard her and says that she will never forsake heathcliff
catherine is cared for by her parents
catherine is the major attraction for tourists visiting the area
Sunday, June 06, 2004 @10:44 PM
another day
its not surprising that i'm growing panda eyes.. working long hours in the day, and hanging around online at night. and yet, i'm not sleeping any early to change anything. haha, guess i pretty much deserve it.. but just 2 more days and i'll be free of work~ whew, it really felt long.. but it has been worth it.
then again it also made me realise how little time i have left before school reopens. it's already the second week of june!! so fast.. yeah, and my birthday draws near~ goodness, delong really gave me a surprise with an early present today at the shop. i really didn't know how to react.. wasn't exactly mentally prepared for something so soon~ heez, feel alittle more excited because of it too, but don't wanna put any hopes on high. just praying for a happly and blissful day to come. oh, there's still father's day on the week before my big day..!
arghz, pondering, but still don't know what to get for my dad yet. shall go shopping~ well, at least after this coming wednesday.. yeah, i'll think and decide later. =x
hmm, a no. of things on my mind.. but its nothing bad ^.^ yeah, shall thank god about it and look forward to a better tomorrow~
Wednesday, June 02, 2004 @1:30 AM
cramps..
yes, the typical mood swing is back. boy do i hate these days as i get crappy and snappy to everyone around me. not to mention the lack of sleep. so if it's any help, anyone who reads this? take at least two steps away from me so that you're not within biting zone.
i have no idea if it had been pms, but i got real emotional a couple of days back. and i made delong cry. well he started it! is this a norm in relationships? no answer. but i recall someone ever telling me to be open. to talk. and i'm starting to shut myself out. he points out something and i start pouring everything that i have been holding back. feelings i never thought i'd say. emotions i never thought he'd understand. so when finally he did, he felt guilty. and what was i supposed to do? i guess its the kind of feeling you get when you do something without thinking of the consequences. what i said cannot be taken back. and everything seems to be fine now. i really have no mood to ponder over it again. i'm exhausted mentally and physically.
i'm really kinda addicted to the online game i'm playing. made some new friends but all we really talk about, are just more and more about the game. its nice since it also keeps my mind off everything else. but i'm starting to wonder if it draws both of us apart. its been proven that i cannot play with him. somehow i just can't stand it. and i am totally unwilling to give up the game for him. its almost like giving a part of my life. maybe it sounds exzaggerating, but the game is becoming more and more real to me. life seems happier there. simpler. and fun, with the company of my new found friends. is it really all that bad? where else can i spend my time other than on this game and books when i'm not allowed to go out without a valid reason? somehow my game have become a mini gateway out of caged doors and its just heaven in comparison.
unfortunately, all good things somehow would come to an end one way or another. it's not the end of my game for me now, but i've started working for delong's parents. the good news is, that i'm not getting the expected miserable pay. but the harsh fact still stands that i'm working over 10hours a day. if it doesn't bore me, it certainly does drains me. and it wouldn't surprise anyone, that i'm dreading the morning to come. nevertheless, a promise is a promise. and sad to say, my promise isn't made to be broken. so its going to be a test of perserverance and endurance for me.. someone.. anyone.. wish me luck.