Saturday, December 31, 2005 @3:54 PM
eve of...
listening to:
stick with you by pussycat dolls
merry post christmas and a happy new year to everyone and anyone out there.
isn't it fast how the year 2005 is less than 24 hours away from ending and out comes the beginning of 2006. the year which i'll be 20. amazing. didn't exactly have an exciting christmas, and here i am in the office, preparing to work as the world counts down in merriment. talk about mood reflection.. did i mention its raining outside?
at this point of time, other than sulking at my unfortunate fate that i can't be spending a really good time partying or whatsoever, my heart's in alittle dilemma.
what i found out from remy about chris/ his friend ain't helping my headache. in fact, i'm quite shocked and the fact that now chris is uncontactable isn't leaving a better impression. sigh, i hope i can get the money back for remy.
sounds like i'm gonna stay in a financial drought alittle longer than i'd like.
Wednesday, December 21, 2005 @2:33 AM
suayness
my pocket is seriously burnt with a hole. to top that off i tried doing 1 socio quiz and the system screwed my result. sigh..
need to study...
not enough time!!
@2:32 AM
A beautiful analogy
A man went to a barbershop to have his hair cut and his beard trimmed.
As the barber began to work, they began to have a good conversation. They
talked about so many things and various subjects. When they eventually
touched on the subject of God, the barber said: "I don't believe that God
exists."
"Why do you say that?" asked the customer.
"Well, you just have to go out in the street to realize that God doesn't
exist. Tell me, if God exists, would there be so many sick people?
Would there be abandoned children? If God existed, there would be neither
suffering nor pain. I can't imagine a loving God who would allow all of
these things."
The customer thought for a moment, but didn't respond because he didn't
want to start an argument.
The barber finished his job and the customer left the shop. Just after
he left the barbersho, he saw a man in the street with long, stringy,
dirty hair and an untrimmed beard. He looked dirty and unkempt.
The customer turned back and entered the barber shop again and he said
to the barber: "You know what? Barbers do not exist."
"How can you say that?" asked the surprised barber. "I am here, and I
am a barber. And I just worked on you!"
"No!" the customer exclaimed. "Barbers don't exist because if they did,
there would be no people with dirty long hair and untrimmed beards,
like that man outside."
"Ah, but barbers DO exist! " answered the barber. "What happens, is,
people do not come to me."
"Exactly!"- affirmed the customer. "That's the point! God, too, DOES
exist! What happens, is, people don't go to Him and do not look for Him.
That's why there's so much pain and suffering in the world."
Saturday, December 17, 2005 @11:02 PM
left behind..
i asked for it..
there's no time for regrets.. no chance to turn back.
there's nothing to say who's right or who's wrong. maybe i could do worse. do harm to myself. tear everything apart. but, i know that's not what i really want.
what do i want?
sigh.
Friday, December 09, 2005 @12:00 PM
noticed
i feel wierd.
like there's something going on around me but i feel isolated from it all. like the world seems to be spinning without me. an isolation of some sort?
love is still something i cannot comprehand. can't seem to push it away, can't seem to totally embrace it wholeheartedly as well.
after so long, i'm speechless about my love life.
someone please just kick me.
Wednesday, December 07, 2005 @9:22 PM
bad hair day
sigh, don't want to say further.
having bad mood swings. feeling extremely poor. nuff said.