Tuesday, June 27, 2006 @2:49 PM
tired
i must admit.. i'm feeling quite down over a few things thats causing such a heartache, its bigger than my urge to nap.
now i'm just praying hard for a nice dinner tonight, and a happy day tomorrow..
can't wait for work to be over.
Friday, June 23, 2006 @6:34 PM
TGIF
its friday. and i'm still trapped in office... all because i woke up late today. sigh.
an uppdate!
the tioman camp trip was fantastic!
love the sermon, the food (we were all eating, or maybe it's just my table, like savages)the activities, which included snorkling at 3 different sites & fishing (even though i didn't catch any fish). it was like exercising the whole day, leaving me and my friends all tired and hungry every day while i was there. and the chendol.. omg, best i've ever tasted. it's all only because the coconut milk is soo fresh, and the jelly is so soft, it melts in your mouth. really!
too much of anything is never good, of course. but i do recommend anyone who goes there to at least drink it once.
last but not least, i'm thankful i made another good friend! though i'm currently very guilty of not emailing her some pictures due to laziness...
i do miss the trip. now i can't wait to go redang.. man, i do hope one day i'll be able to travel without my parents.
Wednesday, June 07, 2006 @7:19 PM
home again
graduation ceremony is over. it just came and went. the only remaining feeling troubling me is the pain in my toes from my heels. i somehow lost leigh and jane outside the audi and was left eating some finger food at the tea reception before heading home with my parents. nothing really special happened. oh, mom did make a funny remark.. she thought stewart looked handsome, & he must be popular among girls. haha! not that i disagree, but its just refreshing to hear something like this coming out of my mom's mouth.
so i guess i won't be seeing any of them in future. who knows, maybe even the rest of my life? its amazing we're actually like.. i was thinking balls and molucules, but nevermind..
also saw delong today when i first came to school to meet leigh & peeps. i was quite literally stunned. had a mind block for a split second before a voice in my head told me to turn away. then i was saved by leigh's calling. though to my dismay the bunch of them had eaten and i wasn't informed they actually met so much earlier. which i guess was good too since not eating brunch lead me to having a sandwich, equals less fats intake? christina said i lost weight! yays~
got auto car driving lesson in a moment. then work tomorrow. oh dread.. i'm so in love with sleeping to my heart's content for the past 2 days.
Tuesday, June 06, 2006 @2:51 PM
jay chou rocks
am listening to shan hu hai, over and over and over. i've played the song over at least 10 times now.. and i can't get sick of it? love the tune & lyrics.. but i can't make out the pretty girl singing with him. who is she??
must thank all the kbox sessions with people.
how i wish life was as relaxing as now.. just resting and slacking at home. i didn't realise i didn't get enough sleep for so long. but missing work means less money earned.. sigh.
just yesterday mom was asking for money.. and i felt quite irritated? cos i felt like why am i trying so hard when she's not trying at all? i didn't choose confrontation. now i'm just worried where can i find the money.
there goes my fund to buy my own ps2. maybe a few more months later.. i have to keep reminding myself.. whats a necessity, whats not. its the same thing i had to do when i saw the creative zen m: vision. omg, its soooo nice.. but sooo out of my reach. at least amos got a good buy out of the 2 and a half hours of squeezing in the convention centre.
it suddenly dawned on me that thats going to be my bread and butter.. doing events, studying events management.. *slaps myself*
life is full of uncertainties, i shan't think too far now. rather, my work in sales is coming to an end. now thats something thats coming soon. kinda worries me how life will be like in the next year to come. will i screw up? will i be likeable? i'll really miss alot of things, and i'm feeling so afraid to look ahead.
thats what pretty much consumed me throughout the whole of my last event yesterday. everything went well, aside from the stewarding tent going without lights. thank goodness it was fixed soon and guests didn't notice at all. i just stuck around throughout, hoping cowan didn't think i was too sticky, yet at the same time not feeling too awkard. was so tired and on the verge of falling sick i couldn't bear to reject his offer to send me home.
and tomorrow is graduatation ceremony. so-called the last time i'll ever see all my mates again. sigh, i wish today would never end.