Monday, April 16, 2007 @11:06 AM
its mid april!
i'm having mixed feelings at how time flies.
one part of me goes oh-my-gawd yesssssss!!!
and another is like having cramps and choking indigestion in my stomach. (o_o)"
through god's grace my mom have given my the OK sign to reply my letter of agreement to join the Uni. whether or not there's still a place left for me is still uncertain. cos according to my mom the Uni might offer u a place but like hotels, they oversell. then when the place is full and u turn up, u'll only be left shut out. so wtf right?
so yea, am thinking of sending the letter tomorrow, once i discuss with my dad how best to make the deposit to the sch. originally the plan was to only accept the offer once my parents got the money from the selling of the house. i guess my re-assuring talk was convincing. though, of course i'm convinced we'll get the money.
simply put, that one bloody household have held up payment from last year october until may this year (tbc hor) but cos there was much assurance we would have gotten the money so much earlier, many households in my estate have already bought, paid downpayment or already moved into a new place! if they are going to cancel the whole enblock, they either better be ready to pay about $200k to the one bloody household still fighting the court case, or pay at least $500k worth of losses to the rest of the estate members! Just pay the one household and get it done and over with already!
so anyway, i figure it is govt law that above 80% agree = confirm enbloc. reports are done, figures are out and papers published. PLUS like almost a month ago they started calling for all documentations of each household. so with what i've said it really looks like the sale will continue right? its just a matter of how long they'll take to settle everything and pay us the money. right?
to anyone who reads this, please correct me in any part if u feel i'm wrong.
except alex. i hate hearing coments from alex. i dunno why, but thank god he don't read my blog. really hate the bittersweet feeling of being together with him.. though partially i believe that my emotions is affected due to my personality, i can't help misunderstanding almost everything he say and geting fired up / irritated over it. how to live with such a person?
and as much as i've been telling myself myabe he won't change. i can't help feeling as well that he will. everyone does! how can he be an exception? am alittle worried and torn between the fact that things might change more drastically when i fly. won't it?
its a stupid thing to be thinking of since i know i won't get an answer to.
so anyways, help pray for my confirmation! once i get it, i can finally start applying for my loans and.. tender my full time job. am quite convinced i won't be able to stay long enough till payout date. might as well take the break to rest, read up and pack for aussie. i really want to go and leave this comfy red dot. be away from this place...
even if it means being in heavy debt of my parents and the bank. it is really NOT cheap. i feel like i might need to take 10 years to repay everything. but i'll worry about that later
after i get in the Uni.
pray!!!!