Friday, May 28, 2010 @2:00 AM
remember
sometimes in life we got to remember to count our blessings.
like how lucky i am to be in sg, where there aren't any major natural disasters or terrorism. how lucky i am, to have a roof over my head, and even my own room. how lucky that i have a job with an understanding boss. how lucky i am, to have a nice sister. how lucky i am, to have jason.
sometimes in love, we tend to take alot of things for granted.
and having a day to myself, finally having the time to do the things i like, looking thru other's blogs... i realise how there are so many people i know, even good friends of mine, that are in sorrow. i surpressed the urge to call them.. cos i somehow feel so guilty that i wasn't there for them when they needed me most. wouldn't it be strange if i call them out of the blue now?
and so there is no better place to turn to, then going back to gaming. it numbs me and keeps me occupied. i've missed audi. feel utterly noob.. i feel like picking it up again.
night world.
Monday, May 17, 2010 @8:44 PM
bleeding hands
oops its been like so long since i last posted.
well, its pretty much the same excuse really.. no time to sit down and think or remember what i wanted or would like to write about... i try to twit tho! its a cute app on the iphone. i'm so glad i've got an iphone :)
thank god for smart ass people and their kick ass inventions. someday i hope i'll have a smarty kid too. intelligent, but maybe not as weird as chew.
anyways, reason y i'm posting is also cos i have manicured hands and i thought i could waste alittle time before i risk it all and go shower. hopefully it will be thoroughly dry right after this post. which makes me wonder really, why did i pay an additional $3 for a "quick-dry" top coat and have my hands blown for 15mins and then told that i should wait another 20mins for it to be thoroughly dry... won't u feel conned? 35mins called
quick-dry? -_-"
but thats not the worst of it. actually the shape ain't that great. the manicurist cut my skin so deep, it bled and now looks like a clot beside my nail. when i stared at it and looked at her, all she could say was sorry. my attempt at trying to hint to her to give me a more sincere or better apology failed when she looked at me and said "sorry, but don't worry i've sprayed anti-bacteria so u won't get an infection". sigh.
its my first and worst experience of getting a french manicure. should have just stuck to the norm. i should have asked more about the hand moisturizer. it was really good, now that my hands are not frozen and i can actually feel the texture of my hands. oh wells..
i'm glad this is the end of my disaster monday. feel like getting a haircut too. maybe tomorrow or in a couple of days... i hate how my hair looks and feels so damaged so i want to cut em all off! then i'll promise to never colour or cut them for a year~! sigh. i need some moral support and comfort that i won't get a disaster tuesday.
so hungry now.. got to look for food.