sometimes i feel somewhat psychologically challenged. i don't belive i'm demented or a sadist by nature but i can't stop wallowing in self pity over my own family condition. why are they like that? i can only pray for some kind of miracle... like to win a sweapstake or strike toto.

i pray that i don't have to give so much $$ to my mom soon. (6 freakin yrs! how i wish time can flash by in the blink of an eye)
i pray i don't have to give my dad all my cpf.
i pray i don't have buy a car/flat for my mom under my name. (strange how they can want me to do this when they will soon strip me of all my cpf?!?)
i pray i don't have to live with my parents after i get married... if i get married. (i really might consider/start investing on toto..)

sigh, i just wish i had it easier somehow. this is just the effects of no company, not gaming or not sleeping. yes, i need to constantly be distracted or be focusing on something else.

sudden enlightenment! now i know why i'm always so busy..

i must try to blog more often. :)

kyasarin
a simple girl with a complex mind. someone that worries too much about all things valid and invalid. foodie, japie, cutie & alcoholic. nuff said.
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