Tuesday, September 29, 2009 @11:52 PM
a time to reflect
oops, neglected this place for 2 months already.. strange yet amazing how some things don't change, yet everything else is.
how i miss the times back in aussie, life seemed somehow much easier and carefree. it was so amazing just deciding to go travelling on a whim. now, there is so much to take into consideration before you do something.
to plan or not to plan... that is the question.
somehow, planning makes your boring. i want to save up and be able to have a fund for my future... you know, marriage, house, kids... that kinda stuff. yet, it sucks to know the harder i try, the harder it is to enjoy living life as it is now. i want to travel. i don't even mind going around singapore. i just want to explore places. try some cool new or themed food outlet or just chill and hang around. and then i think of the potential cost of these expeditions.
sianz.
hot singapore weather. inconvenient public transport to such locations. lack of time or too shag after work.
more sianz.
many times i just don't know what lies ahead of me. so screw planning.. somehow i've forgotten to always trust in god and leave things in his care. my spiritual life has detioriated almost entirely...
sigh, reflection today ain't fruitful. perhaps more sleep might help..
ta!