Saturday, January 31, 2009 @2:07 AM
random update
the crappy internet is driving me crazieeeeeeeeee!! ugh! one of these days i am moving the modem into my room. i need the wire man...
and i'm still pondering over what to wear to shun's birthday. i thought wearing stockings and sandals is bad. but somehow seems like not enough effort as compared to yiling leh.. so i'm adding warmers and a scarf... i think thats buang enough le ba? lol.. shun ah shun... y come up with this theme and hold ur party at clark quay?
went for an interview that lasted hours. actually i'm still rather uncertain about the job though it seems and feels like i might be able to get it. am guilt-ridden for making jason wait for hours, then was shocked when he suddenly went all serious on me about my priorities in life. work or family? i was alil stunned to reply but of course its family. and then suddenly i thought, but i would also feel reponsible for my work so it would have to depend on the situation when i'm faced with a choice.... i think?
generally still family la.. i'm the kind that will give up my career for my kid, if need be. anyways thats still far into the future..
ah yes, and then it suddenly dawned on me halfway during the interview that valentine's day is coming!! oh dear... i got no idea what to do yet ._.
Wednesday, January 28, 2009 @10:29 PM
moo moo year
the beginning of the chinese new year had been rather good. won alil $ from the traditional gambling table and i feel very grateful. it makes me notice how much i have lost before and how i came to the conclusion that my gambling luck is very bad.
but i've been rather moody today tho. perhaps its due to the lack of sleep. am tempted to sleep early today and wake up early in the morning to jog but another half of my brain (and body) is too lazy and all too unenthusiastic to agree.
tomorrow beckons a busy day.. although very tempted to just laze at home all day, i know i'll move my lazy ass out of the house. too bad the comprimise is postponing a movie date with jason... is that being too mean? because i feel like i can and i will meet him anytime, the priority of a date with him ain't that high. don't get me wrong, its not that i don't like or want to meet him. in fact, i'd love to do it as often as possible. but since i don't meet my other friends that often, meeting them just takes on a higher priority now.
i can just imagine him whining at me if i try to explain tho... *oops* haha..
just met up with kenneth at lot 1 to catch up. it was really brief, but it was also nice to just get out of the house for awhile. happy birthday dear nephew, till we meet again in feb...
sigh, so tired. i guess i really need sleep. or alco. haha...
Friday, January 23, 2009 @6:50 PM
chinese new year
chinese new year is coming!
maybe thats what everyone else is busy about. maybe thats why i haven't heard much from the jobs i've tried to apply. or am i just in denial?
sigh. and somehow at the back of my mind i can distinctively remember someone telling me the recession isn't affecting the tourism industry. dots... it is lor. =(
so anyways i've been slacking abit with jason. haven't been going out much cos i'm not high on my savings. in fact, its running low so fast, i don't even dare to go to the dentist lest he says i got to spend another hundred extracting my wisdom tooth.
sigh x2
the dilemma of being jobless...
i'm getting all moody as well. sometimes i really think too much for my own good. i need to stop broading... bleh
Monday, January 12, 2009 @6:40 PM
coming back to blog
爱有多少，付出也要有多少
爱情不是单行道
他(她)的好更不是理所当然
生气时，想想他(她)的可爱
抱怨时，想想他(她)的委屈
冷战时，想想他(她)的温柔
两人懂得付出，爱就会久远....
毕竟，真心相爱并不容易，不要轻言别离
[送心爱的人回家；哪里都顺路!]
haha... read this off somewhere.. i'm beginning to appreciate the fact that i'm living in the west now. it's far, but what to do? just got to live with it... literally.
bowling tomorrow with my parents and maybe checking out the zoo on wednesday with my baby.. sometimes i still can't believe i'm in a relationship again. its quite amazing.. mm.... can't put the thought to words. can only pray for the best for whatever that may happen in future to us eh?
i'm living each day as it comes... sigh, i love being unemployed but i hate being poor :( well at least thankfully cny is coming soon~ additional income! yay :D
am so desperate i'm even applying for jobs that is not of the tourism industry ._.
oh wells...
Tuesday, January 06, 2009 @5:58 PM
2009
i'm so tired...
and suddenly i just wish to be alone.