i mean, eyeliner kinda lines.. haha.. just bought a new eyeliner to play, and using it almost everyday~ even ash gave in to my request to draw her up and do the smokey eye effect :)

had a lil party with the new house peeps yesterday and sadly, even tho i had much to drink.. i was still very sober. but i still enjoyed the company of karen, qing wei, kelvin, tou and chew. life is getting busy with events happening around, school starting and in a couple more weeks... work.

i'm so tired right now but i can't seem to sleep properly. sigh, still haven't quite organized myself and it makes me feel like crap. i don't wanna be the way i am sometimes but i can't help or control it. i know life is short, but feelings are just so complicated... what to do...
is this betrayal... or hurt? somehow i've lost a part of me but i'm too tired to bother anymore. what will be, will be. its the best scenario i could ever wish for.

i should really get started with some reading for school work... ugh..

though sometimes lonely, i believe i can be happy :)

a great deal of things have happened. so much that i'm still adjusting to it... and so i apologise for not posting.. perhaps because i haven't posted anything, i haven't reflected on anything, and thus i have left myself in a rather awkard state...?

haha, am not making sense but it doesn't really matter. am just gonna leave something i just read for thoughts.

"Love suffers long and is kind; love does not envy; love does not parade itself, is not puffed up; does not behave rudely, does not seek its own, is not provoked, thinks no evil; does not rejoice in iniquity, but rejoices in the truth; bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things."

It is difficult for children to love this way, as they are self-centered. The common tease for teenagers these days, is that they say, "It's ALL about ME!" Not so with the spirit led Christian. It's ALL about GOD, JESUS, and the HOLY SPIRIT!

i have only myself to blame.. and i should stop being a child.

kyasarin
a simple girl with a complex mind. someone that worries too much about all things valid and invalid. foodie, japie, cutie & alcoholic. nuff said.
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