Thursday, April 20, 2006 @9:33 AM
well well
am still kinda disappointed at the ending of the book, since like 2 days ago. after over 700 pages of anticipation, it calls me to wait for the next upcoming book. how could they do this to me?? sigh.
i guess that aside, there isn't much happening in my life. ah, aside from everyone falling sick.. i know i lack water and sleep. and i know i don't know how to take care of others.. so i seriously don't know what to tell alex and his mom.. aside from rest more, drink more water.. and sleep early? i should tell muself that more often too..
oh yeah, and i'm finally putting words into action about going for jap lessons. thanks to ronnie, jen's brother~ it was by chance that i found out he was also taking lessons, and gonna take his exams like next week. then i'll prolly try to take the test to skip elementary 1 and join him so there's be someone i know in the class! got to revise in the meantime.. ah..
another good news though, my mom is flying off tonight!! yay to me~ peace and quiet at home. i'm tempted to take a day off on one of these weeks.. ahh.. i think i got an idea.. =)
Wednesday, April 12, 2006 @11:24 PM
unspoken
i'm still having a headache that haven't subsided since noon.
i'm stressed with work.. family.. and even in ro. its just the sudden dawn of so many things piling up thats driving me up the wall. i'm so tired.
too young, imature & unexperienced perhaps. i don't know where to go now. yes i'm feeling lost. and now, i just remembered god. why am i always looking for him when i failed?
i'm feeling really down now. very much to the brink of tears. shrouded by loneliness.
helpless.
the last thing on my mind is the general elections.
Tuesday, April 11, 2006 @12:35 AM
annoyed
the week ahead seems tight. with baking classes tomorrow after work. ken's farewell wednesday evening (another woe gone), saudi arabia prince event(unconfirmed) + jogging..
*good friday* blessed day..
driving lessons in the weekend. woe. and maybe some quality rest.
in pain now.
my gums hurt. i can't even chew an apple properly...
in need of company.. but there's no one here.
felt too disturbed in msn. (but not by you nick..)
if i were older, i'd probably be out now. maybe taking the car for a spin. parking by the beach. looking at the stars. enjoying the peace.
how many years more do i have to wait?
even mom don't understand me.
and i still need a job.
Sunday, April 09, 2006 @11:53 PM
soul
yea, i didn't saw much of the rest of the other bands.. but i think soul is great. will give em my utmost support~!
and i'm so happy.. finally managed to find a link to kelly clarkson's song
because of you. lyrics can be found below in my previous entries.. love this song.
wonder what if alex is angry with me.. perhaps its a good thing there's soccer.
met up with verna, jolyn and violet just yesterday too..
wa, really miss them now. it seems like only yesterday we were all still in secondary school. now, 3 years went by in a flash. i wonder when will be the next time i'll see them all again. with kavi, with angeline.. cher hao..
*kbox rocks*
sometimes i wonder.. what is ro to me now?
felt so hurt because of it. so happy at times with it. painful missing someone in it. worked up by people in it. lonely even though i'm surrounded inside it.
now that i'm back.. investing time.. more money..
i've made new friends. found old ones. and even..
i don't like eekie. because of what she said. i hate people who pass judgement on me when they don't even know me. if you think this is what i'm doing? then fine. by all means think what you want. i won't bother explaining.
Monday, April 03, 2006 @10:37 AM
monday blues
yet another day at work..
feeling hungry for cup noodles.. actually, just anything with soup really. i'm having this wierd fetish for soups lately.
jen's brother and his friend are really quiet and hardworking.. kinda like me when i just came too. i wonder how long it'll take before they warm up to the rest of the team.
well, the only good news i'm happy to say, is that i've started on the book frederick bought me a few months back. and i really can't put it down.. so happy. =)
can't wait for time to fly by. mom & dad are going to china for a week, and i'm secretly planning an overseas trip with alex. everything's still really on planning stage though. we'll see how things go.. and maybe i'll consult my sis.. maybe.
the only bad side to all this is that i can't spend all my pay on shopping.
was setting up $250 on daily expenses
$100 on getting ro mc and some comic books
$100 on shopping for clothes
& maybe $100 on misc/ food indulgence
that only leaves $50 left. *sigh*